Honestly, I don’t mean to sound vulgar or anything but I’m used to fuck ups and when they happen,I don’t even count them as one.
Recently yeah, I’ve been thinking of how to get myself out of this mess and just start something with my life,you know, something meaningful, valuable, something worth celebrating. The more I think about this,the more I feel like I’m putting so much pressure on myself. Oftentimes I just sit back and admire other people who are in my age bracket and are doing marvelously well and I realize that I’ve been using other people’s success, great things and all of that good stuff to measure mine. Sometimes I see myself as a “bad belle” but I’ve thought wrong about myself. I am not and will never be.
But now I don’t really care,if it makes me work harder and be more,then I really don’t mind. I understand the “comparison is the killer of joy” notion but I believe that if it gives me a little motivation, then it’s not a bad thing.
Sometimes, all we just need is a little push.
A push to come out of our shell
A push to the brighter side of life
A push to greater things
And we can’t get this done alone right?
All we need is self motivation,set goals,prayers and maybe a few friends to support us, also maybe a plate of spaghetti and turkey😂.
Like I said in one of my posts at the beginning of the year “I’m not going to put myself under duress, I’ll just take my time,allow things to fall into place and allow God to work”.But now, I’m putting in my own work, trusting God to make things fall into place and also taking my time.
And this is exactly what I’m doing.
Being my own cheerleader 😌❤️
Love❤️ and Light 💡from Emmah
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