Let it out

Alexa,play me It’s Okay Not To Be Okay by Demi Lovato and Marshmello

Hi darlings, it’s been a while right? Yeahhhh,I know 😌😌, Pardon my inconsistency.I think I’m just in the stage where most humans tend to fall into a state of absolute numbness and grayness. I’ve been going through some psychological orientation about life and I’d like to share.

Few days ago,a friend of mine texted me and said “Emmah,how are you doing.For real,how are you doing” . I didn’t know what to say because I couldn’t think of the perfect words to fit describe how I was feeling and the next thing I saw was her call,I picked and she said “Emmah,let it out,you always keep things to yourself and today I want to hear from you” ,these words touched me and before I knew it,I started crying.For about 17 minutes,my eyes were raining and I could hear her mumbling some words.Little did I know that she was praying for me,the more my sobbing increases,the more intense her prayers were.When I was done,I felt relieved and it was as if a burden had been lifted off my chest.

Crying doesn’t make you look weak, it’s a form of therapy,the words you can’t say to describe your feelings comes in form of tears.The more you hold it in,the more sad you become.

Sometimes when we wonder why there are flood and rain and we wonder if the rain ain’t causing havoc to other people’s life and sometimes we wish God could stop the rain.Little do we know if God stops the rain because it isn’t suitable for us at the moment and we feel because of the troubles and pain the flood causes, it indirectly going to affect us also.

Just because you feel pain today, doesn’t warrant you telling God to end your life, just because the tears are so frequent and nobody seems to understand your pain, doesn’t mean it is all over.

Just because the rain is causing problems at your zone doesn’t mean the rain wouldn’t be beneficial to you later. The things we go through are there to make us stronger not because God doesn’t love us. So beyond the tears, there is something special in you.The tears is just a substance, but you are the person to use the pain to move beyond what you expect.

If God ends you or you end yourself, imagine the potentials to reap beyond the temporary tears. The crowd you could help with the stories, the motivation you could help to people going through what you went through.

So darling,I say it’s okay not to be ok. It’s okay to cry. It’s okay to feel sad but don’t stay in the dark corner for to long

Always remember, You’re beauri😍. You’re a spec Haters gonna hate Potatoes gonna potate Tomatoes gonna tomate but it’s your duty to blind them with your sheer awesomeness and perfection.

You’re loved ❤️❤️. Emmahspeaks 🌻